I am so mad at you

I am so mad at you. I needed you so badly... and you weren't there. I left you a message, sobbing, pleading for you to call me and you didn't. Not that night, not the next day. You even texted me asking me to call you that night... and then when I did, not only did you not answer, but you didn't even call me back. I have never experienced what I experienced that night. I needed you.. and you couldn't be bothered to be there for me. I don't care why. I don't care what your excuse is, because I know it is not good enough. After all I have done for you, all the times I have been there for you, you couldn't be there for me when I needed you most. I'm so mad at you.